Just using this to practice my written communication

It’s been almost a year and a half since college…. And I still have no clue what I’m doing. My mom worries about me so much it’s nearly impossible to go anywhere. The hard thing is that all the social groups near me are for people with disabilities and I’m kind of…more into all-abilities groups. I’ve been ghosted four times this year. I’ve experienced a lot of rejection in my life. It’s challenging to see what I do wrong. I wasn’t even diagnosed with autism until ninth grade and now everyone reduces me to it.