Listen to “Charlie” by mallrat!

I’m feeling depressed today, and I don’t even know why.

Hopefully, I’m going to New York this summer. I’ll try not to go to crazy! (She says, knowing she’s never once gone crazy in her life.)

There’s this interesting article on refinery29 about how a lot of people coming out of the pandemic have “main character syndrome:” https://www.refinery29.com/en-us/2021/06/10458682/main-character-tiktok-meme but I think I’ve had it…my whole life?

I don’t know that this blog has any purpose, since I don’t have much knowledge to share, and future me’s probably going tone very embarrassed by it, but… I think I want to keep doing it anyway? Maybe someone will enjoy it someday? Audios.

Not to sound like an asshole, but….

Self-diagnosing autism is kind of a trend right now. I don’t think it’s wrong, and I don’t really believe in identity policing, but… I have friends who’ve really, really struggled because of autism and never had any choice in whether or not they get diagnosed. I know it’s considered a spectrum, but couldn’t self-diagnosing possibly invalidate people who’ve had lifelong struggles related to it?

Things I enjoy right now:

  • “Everything’s gonna be okay.”
  • Lucy David’s music
  • My geese, I guess?

Also, can anyone help me decide what to get my dad for Father’s Day? I’m one stuck girl 🥺

Let me know if you want to travel together or go to a party or museum or something! I welcome any opportunity to get out of northridge!

I guess I’ve done enough blogging all over the place for today.

Also, I’m sorry if I offended anyone with my opinion on self-diagnosing autism. I’m not really saying I have the right answers, There’s just so much variety when it comes to autism that it’s hard to say who’s right (if anyone.) I explicitly support anyone who feels different’s right to identify and express however feels right to them. Especially girls with hairy chins! And girls who get made fun of for wandering around too much! I want you to know you can talk to me any time!

Spring break 🥂👯‍♀️

It’s spring break, ladies!!!

Are we going to have a party???

No? We still have to do that quarantine thing we were doing last March?? Aight.

One thing I’ve been thinking about is how women are expected to always be flattered when a guy likes them, regardless of whether or not they like him. How is a guy’s horniness in any way a compliment? It makes me so angry.

Anyway, here are some photos of my (very limiTed) drive into Los Angeles today and my new chickens:

Please, let me know if you’re having a zoom party this spring break!!! I want to feel like a real 21-year-old 🥺

Also, just a reminder that there’s buttons to share this post on Facebook and Twitter 🥺

🕯year-long pandemic 🕯

21 is already a complicated age, right? And now, it’s been a completely wasted year, right, ladies? I’ve been home in Los Angeles for a year, when I prefer to be at my lesbian/nunnish/ autism-obsessed college in Oakland, and my hand papermaking class is REALLY hard to do online. (Especially since my parents don’t trust I can do it.) I don’t see how this is helping me be a writer or anything. This is taking single womanhood…really extreme. It’s not exactly what sex and the city promised, is it?

It’s not really clear when us 21-year-olds can get the vaccine. Or go back to college for that matter. But I’ll leave you with this tweet form writer/performer @lizzzzzzielogan:

“getting the vaccine is like losing your virginity in that i wanna know if it hurt, how you feel after, and i wish it would happen to me soon but it won’t until a few years after college wait okay i’m revealing something hold on”

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